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(no subject) [Jan. 30th, 2011|11:44 am]
lindi
I don't really type down what i'm thinking. Just mull it over in my head. Back to being depressed. Putting things off for work just like i did for school. Always going back and forth between loving him and wanting to break up. I think i still love him, but i wonder if i could do better. Maybe i'm not supposed to feel this way. Maybe it's the depression making me feel this way. Maybe this is the best it gets and i will have ruined the only thing keeping me happy right now.
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(no subject) [Aug. 8th, 2010|10:08 pm]
lindi
I'm thinking about breaking up with Jason. I'm mostly sure that I'm not happy anymore. Is it wrong that I'm waiting till he helps my dad? It doesn't seem fair to my dad that he'd lose his help... and it'll only be another week. Maybe I'm not so sure because it could be the depression sinking in, but just seeing him used to make me happy.
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(no subject) [Dec. 3rd, 2009|11:13 pm]
lindi
Did you know that I hate myself?

Of course you did, i tell you every time this happens.
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(no subject) [May. 7th, 2009|11:50 pm]
lindi
i suck
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(no subject) [Mar. 22nd, 2009|01:03 pm]
lindi
I found the bookmark Eric gave me. I didn't even know I lost it. I miss him. I can even be jealous for his attention. Testing into grad school this year... I hope he's well.

I miss Sakana too. I wonder if he still cares about me. Probably not. I hope i can see him again someday.
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shouldn't he know that i need him? [Mar. 21st, 2009|10:45 pm]
lindi
i cried myself to sleep last night. feeling so crappy.

i went to see him for 5 minutes just because i needed a hug. didn't say much because i figured he'd come over later.

i asked him to come over for some cake, since he didn't yesterday, didn't want any thursday. he comes over, has a bite of cake ball, not even the big cake. says he can't stay long, his friends are going to the casino. now.

don't even have time to talk.
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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2009|04:19 am]
lindi
Analysis:
comparison of quiz since last year
notice that my interest in dance hasn't changed at all. but heh, engineering has declined since i started it, that's bad. philosophy probably is up because my brother keeps talking to me about it, and a little bit of art too. i guess i can appreciate art more too, like theater and stuff. math just goes down because i've realized how bad i am at it in the higher levels. i was never that good anyway. why did journalism go up? i read blogs now? psych, bio, and chem haven't changed at all. no reason for it to. linguistics and anthro didn't drop that much, it's probably just how i feel at the moment. english too because i am tired of writing things. i can't articulate anymore. maybe soc- dropped because i'm tired of trying to interact with people too.

now, if only i could apply this to the lab report i haven't started writing.
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heh, i like this quiz [Mar. 10th, 2009|04:04 am]
lindi

You Scored as Dance

You should be a Dance major! Like a lithe ballerina, you dance because you believe there is beauty in expressing the physical form.

Dance
83%
Engineering
75%
Philosophy
58%
Mathematics
58%
Journalism
50%
Theater
50%
Psychology
50%
Biology
42%
Chemistry
42%
Art
33%
Linguistics
25%
English
25%
Anthropology
25%
Sociology
8%
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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2009|03:49 am]
lindi
i hate myself
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(no subject) [Feb. 13th, 2009|07:02 pm]
lindi
why do i always fuck everything up
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